why can't people do what they want to doas well with what they have to do..


life is a bitch ..


well after not being in here for so long.. Im trying to get back drawing but it's so hard all I want is to draw.. but I dont have the time..

I want to give up my social life.. that's just how I wanna draw..
Im worring about my grade point avarage..

there's something Im working on right now.. quit symbolic to me..
I hope I'll finish it ..

I don't know how many people will understand me.. but I feel as if.. there is no point in liveing without my art .. without thinking of the next piece.. the anger the pride.. the since of acomplishment..

and all those emotions that you feel from the begining to the end of a piece..

I want it so bad..

can you help me get it back...

DA twin :

clubs:

Im starting a series of drawing that are called flirting with the sun . it's a cute concept involveing crazy poses and all diffrent types of mood ^^ any way Im working on the forst one right now ^^


but that not what I wanted to say im issed on the world T^T

I went to the amll to be on the DDR on saturday night (BIG mistake)

and the erea was full of nasty jerk .. (in israel we call them frehot,fakatsot -girls and arsim-boys- ) I doun't what their problem was .. I ,ean im not a DDr champoin andmy curren level is 5 legs.. and thouse type of people (frhot & arsim) well when they get jelou their fisrt instict is destroy and poke fun .. and all the time I was on the DDr they pressed on the paneling and covered the screen.. but Ipulled it off some how .. but ofcorse my ruen ended I walked away .. from now on im going at the morning T^T thouse people are like rats.. they come out at night ...

well all my bad anergy is out .. I just hate to draw when Im mad.. T^T so now it's all out ..

DA twin :

clubs:

It was a long day but I manged to learn so much during it ^^

it started as I scanned a sketch I was pleaning to color.. but when i saw it on the comp i saw all the mistakes that you can;t see while drawing on paper.. (it's not a first)

so I decided to start and drawing straight on the comp..

so I did 10 sketch dumps with gender less body with diffrent poses and diffrent prespective (hard poses!! I did a lovely junk of a DDR machine.. Im gonna put it on scraps ^^ )

and now Im working on my current work .. let me just say thos it's not going to be a regular CG..

and I cahnged my head drawing style.. (I did that yesterday )


my surprise is thati learned a lovely thing that you can only do on start to finish digital art and since I couldn' do it before.. Im starting now ^^ so wait up I romise you will not be dissapointed (I hate spelling)

yeah I did alot today so that what you gat whem school strikes.. (*coughandIhavenosocaillifecough*

and last happy haloween everyone.. since i live in israel I'll be spanding my night working on my surprise ^^ (but still on march I'll have purin ^^ and than I'll dress up and eat candy while you're at home *evil laugh*

wait! no another one ( sorry)

sorry i've been a jurnal spammer lately this one is last untill I'll finish what im doing I swer!! (I think i miss speled it so now it meens a totally diffent thing )

DA twin :

clubs:

I got my shuffle game andI got a patch .. i installed it and everything and it worked for a while but some where during the game it stoped translating .. is that seposed to pe like that ? or is it just my bad luck ..

so far im baseing my game on hearing which surprisingly is kinda good I had no idea I would understand that much .. but not al the parts have voice acting and that a lot .. and the problem is on the parts that dont have voice acting

if you have a patch pleas help.. I'll give you my MSn so you can send it or I dunno threw email or what ever suits you .. and pleas dont point me to gamepatch cause the site doesn't work for me

DA twin :

clubs:

only one person know about this old acount XD XD XD

if you're interested in seeing how much I've improved and just howmuch I've worked on my art .. you can check it out ^^



I've posted till march ... I've qiuted drawing for 3 minthes got back in june.. surprisingly enough it took me 3 monther to realize I can't live without it XD XD XD

i still have lot of work to do.. but this is where I got in 6 monthes of hard work.. (not counting the 3 monthes break cause I didn't touch a pencil at that time XD XD)